Knox Hill I Worry About Myself Lyrics

Intro:
Yeah, so much pressure

Verse 1:
I think I need an op on this
I used to be an optimist, my time everybody was watching this
But I got caught up in all of this, fear, anger, depression was no stranger
At my door knocking like every night
Friends told me I'm in danger
What you see on the screens, hmm..That's a doppelganger
Its not me, can't you see
There's a mask I put in place And I'm just scared
Ill prepared to pull it down and show my face
I built this life
I love my wife, I love my kids, I love this hype
But sometimes I can't just deal, when the struggle feels so real
You got bills, you got mills
You wanna get on mics and kill but
Other people need your time
N'F there's not much of mine
Clean money