Such A Mess Giving Way Lyrics

I've lived through the longest nights in my entire life
Sitting in this cold room, waiting for the sun to rise
(I have nothing) left to smile about
So let me fall asleep, it rains here all the time now

You waved 'hello' in my dream again
Am I awake or sleepwalking?

Remember when we said we'd live forever?
Can we take it back (I wanna take it back)
It seems like we're always
Running out of time, second guessing wrong from right
And how I'll keep up when I'm so close to coming undone

I've seen the light of day and it's not looking very bright for me
Is it too late to save my own neck or am I to be another wreck?
We were born daydreamers turned into gravediggers
Collapsing brick by brick

Remember when we said we'd live forever? Can we take it back (I wanna take it back)
It seems like we're always
Running out of time, second guessing wrong from right
And how I'll keep up when I'm so close to coming undone

Talking to myself again
In words I cannot comprehend
Falling in and out of sleep
Miles from recovery
Am I awake or sleep walking?
Will you visit my dreams again
I just need to hear you say
Someday I will be okay

I think I'm losing it
These walls are closing in
I won't let this
Tear me apart again

Remember when we said we'd live forever?
Can we take it back (I wanna take it back)
It seems like we're always
Running out of time, second guessing wrong from right
And how I'm keeping up when I've already come undone