Such A Mess Good Intentions Lyrics

I woke up today after 8 hours of sleep exhausted and spent like my adolescent streak
(maybe some day I'll be young again)
It's getting so hard to do the right thing, I'm coming apart at the silver lining
(maybe one day I'll sleep when I'm dead)
Oh I've got no place to go this place has taken everything from me and I couldn't feel more alone

Most nights, I end up hating all the things that I've become/are coming undone
Nothing changes, nothing gets better. what have I become?

Turned my youth into a paycheck, blew it all on growing up and spent it all too f*cking quick
Is this what it's all cracked up to be? good intentions giving way to loneliness (so what left for me?) Most nights, I end up hating all the things that I've become/are coming undone
Nothing changes, nothing gets better. what have I become?

Is this what it's all cracked up to be? (sleepless nights and apathy)
I lost a year to the routine. am I the man I thought I'd be

Most nights, I end up hating all the things that I've become/are coming undone
(turned my youth into a paycheck and I'm never growing up)
Nothing changes, nothing gets better. What have I become?

Is this what its all cracked up to be?
Good intentions giving to loneliness
Most nights, I'm coming undone