Sick Shift Like The Tides Lyrics

Reluctance setting in
Should I listen to my friends and the things they recommend
Well it's a dangerous time to swim
But if it's water that I want, well then I'm diving in
I go, I help build(?) and you've still got that smile
And I have missed that look for quite awhile
So feelings fill me and I'm anxious again
This time let's stay in

Trying hard not to think
Because it seems the more I think the worse decisions I make
So I'll just try and move like the tides
Because the tides are reliable and much more constant than you and I I go, I help build (?) and you've still got smile
And I have missed that look for quite awhile
So feelings fill me and I'm anxious again
This time let's stay in

Fill my heart with all this hope
When I know I'll just end up aching again
So make my heart a heavy stone so I don't feel pain again

A lot of my life on the table here
When I know it'll probably cave in
But I'm willing to try so if you're able then can we please just stay in
Let's stay in
Let's stay in