Sick Shift Despicable Lyrics

Here I stay, I bet you wish I was away Such a potent opinion from someone Who was never meant to be here So alone, especially when I was with you You didn't have to suffer now I guess you made that crystal clear Can't you see? That's not me Well, I guess I wasn't looking When they slipped something in my drink Never breaks, just mistakes It's true I can't do anything right What difference does it make? Had your trust until I killed it in distrust In absentminded slumber I've burned All those bridges down I can't stand how all the grains slip through my hands Persistent state of breakdown Is running all I have into the ground Don't try to understand me Don't read between the lines You can't comprehend me It's just a waste of your time My fortune reads bitter A million ways to abuse Playing victim doesn't fit her I guess I'm born to lose