Seth Bishop If I Die Tonight, Kurt Cobain Lyrics

Oh oh oh oh
Oh-oh no
Lately I've been so depressed
Lately I just can't forget
Truly I just feel alone
Hate that you don't feel afraid
All these people in my life
They come and go like day and night
Take what they want they never stay
So now I just push them away

Every time I try for love it ends the same way
Crazy how the ones you loved always turn into the ones you hate
I try to talk to God I just really hope he listens
Cause the way I'm living lately feels like soon I will be with him

Maybe that's why I've been distant
Maybe that's why these late nights
Got me going insane

Hate to admit it
But I can't deny that at night
That I'm feeling like Kurt Cobain

Bullet to brain
Truly I feel alone
It's all I've ever known

Pick up the phone
Try to call you
It's all I've ever known

Yeah when they tell me that they love me
Then they acting so above me
I'm so damn tired of this pain

Cause I'm so used to being lonely
Like nobody really knows me
I just can't find my way

Man I really just find it funny
The second you get money
You see that money won't bring you change

You feel the pain in my songs
And it won't last long
If I keep living this way-ay

If I die tonight, If I die tonight
Tell my mother that I love her one last time
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Cause I've been pushed down
Been beat down
I've been hurt before

I've been let down
Forgotten
Felt pain can't ignore

Yeah but everytime I've fallen
I've got up before
So go push me, forget me
Just makes me want it more

Cause when they tell me that they love me
Then they acting so above me
I'm better off cutting out the fake

Cause I'm so used to being lonely
Like nobody really knows me
But I don't really need 'em anyway

Man I really just find it funny
That the second you get money
You see that money won't cure your pain

You feel the pain in my songs
It won't last long
But I keep living this way-ay...

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Tell my mother that I love her one last time
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