Sendal Jepit King's Diary Lyrics

among every bitterness loneliness hurt me most
still I'm not aware and fall there's so much I have lost
time could heal but time could never bring you back
so I rather walking lame
buried in change

yesterday was killing me so I try to repose
but memories keep trace my back and haunt me like a ghost
and this suffocating story is my state of sane
my reason to go on and wear this heavy crown
I'm a king of drowning in the sand of hope
I'm a king of my own heart which I can't cope
love is on delay
cuz this crown of broken trust I wear
no longer fit my head I'm going down

looking for a solace in this drowning solitude
in this hoary kingdom with my selfish attitude
and all ugly thoughts, they resonate, push me to hate
I've gotta set things done, and throw this crown of mine