Rat Boy Curtain Calling Lyrics

I used to say what do you mean it's obscene to be dreaming now I understand fully that my end games clear right here
Pulling and pushing trolleys saving for molly
Working for a guy who lies about his hours powers
Towers would block the sun but there's none
Yeah the sky makes the grey look like freshly grown flowers
Gotta sour taste on my tongue oh this is fun
Some are born lucky whilst others die young
I ain't superficial
I'm just caught in the middle
Can't explain the riddle if my feelings
Are crippled
Like that just do you yourself a favour
It's brought up in my nature to be with out no paper
I ain't superficial
Im just caught in the middle
Can't explain the riddle When my medications tripled
Like that just do yourself a favour
It's brought up in my nature
To be without no paper
Got my head to the ground coz I'm too smart to pull my hood down
Coz when you got what others want they start to be a clown
And im not one to cause a scene unless I have to
Coz then it's
My show my show
My curtain calling
Just talking jibberish
Im full of shit and hard to make out
The moment that I start swinging you cunts better watch out
No doubt im slightly deluded
That's what the doctor concluded
Right before I kicked the door
And made my way through like Judas
Dying young ain't all it seem