Phora Tattooed Tears Lyrics

[Intro]
I woulda stayed there if you waited for me
I woulda loved you if you lovin' on me
But that's where I'm wrong (Yeah)

[Verse]
Too many thoughts in my head, I've been drownin', it's takin' my sleep (Drownin', it's takin' my sleep)
Got drugs, got fame, got money, but I feel like I'm still incomplete (Feel like I'm still incomplete), yeah
Lost in the world and I feel light
I've been here too long, I don't feel right
Have you ever seen your nightmares come true?
Have you ever seen your demons in real life? (f*ck)
Things I regret
I've seen things that I can't forget
I've seen many pеople question God
But I feel like thе only real answer's death (I feel like the only real answer's death)
Look, they don't ever really understand me, conflicted by words that I say (By words that I say), yeah
Scared to approach me, and that's why I feel like I'm always in the way
Try to write down my regrets 'til the list is done I play with the blade 'til my wrist is numb
Pain in my heart, contradictin' thoughts
I don't really understand where I get this from, so I
Tell my pain in these stories and I tattoo this ink in my skin (I tattoo this ink in my skin), yeah
Ever since a kid they would say I was hurt with a thirst for revenge
I'm hurtin' again
So I fill the needle 'til I bleed
These thoughts never wanna leave
I don't feel free
So I only feed what hurts me and turn down the help that I need (Turn down the help that I need), f*ck
I don't know why I feel like this
Been so many years and I'm still like this
f*cked up thoughts in my head, I've been tryna find the end
But I didn't think it'd end like this (f*ck)
[Outro]
I woulda cried there if you cried there with me
I woulda loved you if you lovin' on me
But that's where I'm wrong