Khary Reckless, Abandoned Lyrics

[Intro]
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Some nights that I leave
I made [?]
Some nights I go
But to prove

[Verse 1: Khary]
Yeah (Yeah), another night at a bar (At a bar)
And I kinda get the feeling I've been goin' too hard (Goin' too hard), yeah, yeah
But baby girl, she a star (She a star)
She gon' f*ck me if I'm lucky, put it all on my card, yeah, yeah Nights like this, I know I'm more lost
Than I'd like to admit to myself (-Self)
But I'm young, I'm dumb, I don't give
As many f*cks as I should about my own health (Health)
Pour it up, yeah, that's not enough, yeah
I need more, prayin' to the Lord I make it to four, yeah (Yeah)
I ain't on the poppin' pills shit, but I've been dealin' with some real shit
f*ck all the Dr. Phil shit, I don't really want to feel shit (Shit)
Got that medic on the line (Line), he gon' come through with the pint
Made the call just for you, said you horny when you high
Treat my money like emotions, I spend it all on the potion
And my relationships are open, I know it's just a way of copin', I'm tryna' to find a way to focus (Yeah)

[Chorus: Khary]
You sniff, I don't, I drink, you smoke, baby (Baby!)
We will, we gone, I think we both crazy (Crazy!)
But f*ck it, it don't matter for tonight
I just want to see myself inside your eyes, underneath all the disguise

[Verse 2: Khary]
I [?] me a coke (Coke), ignore the fact that you smoke (Smoke)
Cigarettes are [?] for your throat
Quick to let go of my morals but shorty's sexy dress is floral
She be kissing other girls
Said she wanna' try the plural
So I've been tryna make' referrals
Like, "What about your drunk best friend?", like, "What about my ex-girlfriend?" Wait, she don't even call a nigga
I chose you over all my niggas
I don't wanna' drink beer no more, I want harder liquor
IG story all the pictures, so at least it look lit ([?])
Though, legit, we dissolve our livers (Damn)
And get drunk, start callin' women
Feels pretty shitty though, shorty real pretty though (Pretty though)
Millennial tryna' make a video (Aye)
Don't got a palace, bang it out, all out on a mattress

[Bridge: Khary]
Real player partner
You stripin' straight to the flow (Flow)
This that bumpy flow, get f*cked up
We in a judgement-free zone (Zone)
Just let go
I swear, the club is a self-prescribed clinic
Broke niggas payed a hundred
At the entrance just to stand near model bitches
That they won't talk to (Talk to)
Insecurity's a bitch
Or you went law school (Law school)
I'll pretend I give a shit
Some days feel awful (Awful)
We just sticking to the script
Gettin' hella' bent, barely payin' rent
Just give it a week, we'll be back again

[Chorus: Khary]
You sniff, I don't, I drink, you smoke, baby (Baby!)
We will, we gone, I think we both crazy (Crazy!)
But f*ck it, it don't matter for tonight
I just want to see myself inside your eyes, underneath all the disguise

[Outro]
Some nights, I- [?]
Some nights, I- [?]
[?]
Some nights, I- oh
[?]
There's nothing as lonely as
Being drunk at 3:00 AM
In a cab
Homies are textin' like
"Where are you at?"
The radio playin'
The songs you just danced to
So I figured I'd call you
You know, you know, you know
You know, you know, you know
You know, you know, you know
Yeah