Jxylen Growing Pains Lyrics

(Verse)
These many problems
Had me bleeding
From my thoughts

Many setbacks
That left me damaged
Been days
That I asked
God
Just why it happened

Been scraping so
Many projects
And tracks
Tracking
My feels
From the start

It's just this pain
That's in my heart
That has me scarred
So far

My heart been broken
From a love
That I still cherish

Watch my mother cry
So quite some
Time
The pain is healing

This change of life
Of mine
Just had me lost

So I say
Don't cross me
This anger is still
On me
So don't start me

Been starving
For f*cking days
Tryna get this shit my way

And i Can't take
This shit no
More
And you can see it
In my Face

Don't say shit my nigga

I'm a nigga you can't tame
As I spray
These ar's
Like napalm
Right to your face so don't say

Part II

(Verse)
And I've been
Suffering for a long time
So don't mind
If I get this shit
Just straight off my chest

I've been vexed
With the life I'm in

Stressed from the life I live

The hatred
Got me going crazy
So my perception
Wasn't clear yet

Fear next
To my death
But that shits
Slipping
So I'm numbing

Can't feel nothing
But this pain is real
Don't stunt it

Moms stressed out
Mental went an plummet
They don't know what I'm
Going through
But still saying something

What I'm posed do
Tryna heal this pain
As a slave
Doing overtime
For life
Been in a cage
For some days

No days
Off
Tryna get rent paid
So don't say
Shit

Other mental thoughts
Provoked these ways
So don't say shit

Lost my Bestfriend
Over some shit
Missed them days

But I gotta focus
Man
You see the tears in my face

Brother missing
It's been plenty of days
Of no trace

Ive. Been hurting
All this time

Can't see his face
Feel my pain
So I pray

Hoping things will
Just get better
In these days

Was in a hellhole for quite
Some time
Give space
Let me figure out
Just

Just give me space
Went insane