Holding Absence Curse Me With Your Kiss Lyrics

[Intro]
When I get to the pearly gates
I know there'll be no shame
In reaching out to you
And hoping that you call my name

[Verse 1]
Someday I'm gonna let you know
I tried my best to hide your ghost
In the floorboards down below
I'm blackened by your shadow
Even back when it all began
I knew there was more to this
I felt fire inside before
But no one else could tame it

[Pre-Chorus]
I doubt I'll ever find the peace inside
But what about the pieces that I left behind?

[Chorus]
I dream of you
In colours that don't exist
Looking back on my life, all I know is this
I let you curse me with your kiss

[Verse 2]
When I get to the pearly gates
Let it feel like yesterday
I'm reaching out to you
I hope you do the same
I remember the crack in your voice
When you said, "I'm leaving"
Just another lover that left me
With nothing to believe in

[Pre-Chorus]
I doubt I'll ever find the peace inside
But what about the pieces that I've left? [Chorus]
I dream of you
In colours that don't exist
Looking back on my life, all I know is this
I let you curse me with your kiss

[Bridge 1]
Well, I lost myself inside your echo
And now I live my life with nothing left to let go
And now there's nowhere left for me to turn back
I know that, I know
Well, I lost myself inside your echo
And now I live my life with nothing left to let go
And now there's nowhere left for me to turn back
I know that

[Bridge 2]
You'll never truly know, you'll never truly know
You'll never truly know
How I miss you so
(Well, I lost myself inside your echo
And now I live my life with nothing left to let go)
Light of my life
(And now there's nowhere left for me to turn back
I know that, I know)
How I miss you so

[Outro]
Light of my life
How I miss you so
Light of my life
How I miss you so
Light of my life
How I miss you so
Light of my life