Holding Absence Heaven Knows Lyrics

[Intro]
I'll pray until my hands are red
I'm tired of enduring dread
I'll pray to god that there's even a god, but until then, heaven knows

I'll pray until my knees are numb
Ashamed of all that I've become
I'll pray that there's a heaven at all
But until then, heaven knows

[Verse 1]
I write to you in my time of need
To grow a tree, and to plant a seed
Are different things entirely
I never found my "Place", you see
But everything you said to me, consoled me

[Chorus]
I'm still alive in all I've touched
To everyone I've ever loved: Don't look at me with regret I hope you never forget that
Every mistake's an ache, after all
You have to rise before you fall

[Bridge]
I'm broken and I'm so tired
Everything you said to me, consoled me

[Chorus]
I'm still alive in all I've touched
To everyone I've ever loved: Don't look at me with regret
I hope you never forget that
Every mistake's an ache, after all
You have to rise before you fall

[Outro]
Heaven knows, if there's a heaven at all

If there's a heaven at all... Heaven knows
Heaven knows