Eyka Numb Lyrics

[Chorus]
I'm still aching for something more to life
I'm still searching, might never be satisfied
I'm always faking putting on a smile
Yeah, will I make it? Might never get past 25

[Verse 1]
Shit, I'm so lost in the fog
Got nowhere to go
Don't think this is my place at all
It's a never-ending hole
Pretending I'm whole
Just wanna numb it all, f*ck
Look, I'm not listening, I'm in my own head
Please tell me something that I'll forget
I find it hard to even care about anyone else
When I can't even care about myself

[Verse 2]
Am I really better than anyone else?
All I do is make music with no f*cking help
Maybe I'm just angry at myself
And I project it at everyone else
In the surface I know I'm fine
There's just so much shit in my mind
Don't have trouble with people, I have trouble inside
I'm a mess inside

[Chorus]
I'm still aching for something more to life I'm still searching, might never be satisfied
I'm always faking putting on a smile
Yeah, will I make it? Might never get past 25

[Bridge]
(Will I make it?)
(I'm still searching)

[Verse 3]
This might be the realest I'll ever get
I think a lot about putting a bullet through my head
And I don't even wanna die, just want the pain to stop
'Cause sometimes it's unbearable for no reason at all, f*ck
I'm so tired of making sad songs
But it gets hard to be happy when you all alone, shit
Sometimes it gets hard to even get up
(Make it stop)

[Chorus]
I'm still aching for something more to life (for something more to life)
I'm still searching, might never be satisfied (might never get satisfied)
I'm always faking putting on a smile (putting on a smile)
Yeah, will I make it? Might never get past 25

Might never get past 25