Dowsing Joking-Laughing Lyrics

i came here to say i miss you and want to kiss you right
where you stand. and i want to hold you until the
blankets fall off the bed. and i thought that you were
joking when you said that this was the end and i thought i heard you laughing when you said that this was the end.
i came here with the courage of a thousand tiny birds but
you shot me down with all your lying deceitful words.