Dominatrix Betraying Lyrics

I thought that i was suffering-proof, but i am not. All i
see afterall is pain when it reaches my thoughts. When i
thought i was free, i suffered even more. I thought that
i was suffering proof, but i am not. So please leave me a
letter before you go, i want you here with me, coz i'll
miss you so. I am so sad, i am so alone,i feel even more sad when my friends are gone.
Look what you've done to me, you're my friend! If you
were someone that i hate wouldn't hurt this much, you're
older than me but i want to be your friend. Don't let me
cry before you say that you hate this image of mine.
These tears break the image of the real you. Sorry for
being born yesterday.