Cryptic Wisdom Hurts The Same Lyrics

I've tried a thousand times to make amends
I've tried a thousand times to stay away from hurtful ends
I never understand you at all
And I never gonna make this right
And I've said her all the last of our times,
'You hurt me so bad this time! '

Hook:
I've never cried the way I cried the day you left me!
For heartache was more than I can say, oh, oh
But I never cry, never cry anymore
Ever sense that you left me
Nothing hurts me the same!

Love, hate, it's all the same
The same happiness, the same loneliness and chain
The same understanding that somebody else can hurt you
Cause you left yourself open for somebody to desert you!
Uh, I don't think we will ever get it
... forget it, let it let you where it's headed! Let it be!
Oh, you're a puppet on the string And just when just when you begin someone so much
It's hard to breathe, they take it back (down)
You're trying to cope,
But it gets harder every passing day, murder is all she wrote.
And you don't wanna text your call, turning off your phone
So just you can be alone, and isolate yourself at home.
You're listening to those sad songs all cause you relate to them
And somewhere in the back of your brain, you can see your face again
I never thought the hardest '
I was learning how to live without you,
When you were just trying to love myself because.

Hook:
I've never cried the way I cried the day you left me!
For heartache was more than I can say, oh, oh
But I never cry, never cry anymore
Ever sense that you left me
Nothing hurts me the same!