Bukshot Darkest Night Lyrics

[Verse 1: Bukshot]
I've tried to change, don't know if I can change
Corruption's taken me, nothin' else remains
But my memories, reflections of enemies
Stabbin' me up and down my back and bendin' me (And bendin' me)
Saw repentance but only got a sentence
I'm livin' it every day crawlin' through these trenches (Crawlin' through these trenches)
Appear tough for my family, unshakable
To tell the truth I'm built like you, unbreakable
Mentally fragile, could crack at any second
Unstable like a madman, I come from The Black Lands (From The Black Lands)
And you can't handle me, I'm like a stolen weapon (A stolen weapon)
Put 'em up like handstands, this might be your last dance
[Pre-Chorus: Bukshot]
This my darkest night, head's feelin' weird
I'm all out of light, the end is near
It's the hardest fight, hope disappears
Ain't no wrong or right, all my worst fears

[Chorus: Bukshot]
It's my darkest night (It's my darkest night)
It's growin' darker on the inside
It's my darkest night (It's my darkest night)
I just want to see the sun rise [Verse 2: Bukshot]
What you think this is? Eatin' me alive
Damn, I love my kids, but I just wanna die (I just wanna die)
I've confronted this, many nights I've tried (Many nights I've tried)
Now a pessimist, evil in my eyes
I don't want to hurt no more, take this cup from me
I don't want to drink this pain, let me pass comfortably (Pass comfortably)
You see my plight, you saw me fight (You saw me fight)
Many days I've bled but this my darkest night (This my darkest night)
All the tears I shed, my tongue, I'll never bite
All my demons fed (demons fed), now the end's in sight
Light is gettin' dim, it's taken from within
Guess I'll fade away and sing a sinner's hymn
[Pre-Chorus: Bukshot]
This my darkest night, head's feelin' weird
I'm all out of light, the end is near
It's the hardest fight, hope disappears
Ain't no wrong or right, all my worst fears

[Chorus: Bukshot]
It's my darkest night (It's my darkest night)
It's growin' darker on the inside
It's my darkest night (It's my darkest night)
I just want to see the sun rise