Ashney Patricks I Am Lyrics

Nobody must know what I've been through
Can't tell anyone how many times I've wished to die
It's gonna be my own little secret
While I'm alive

I won't let anyone try
Won't let anyone try to judge me
Cus I just realised

That I am
Not gonna remain who I used to be
And I am
Gonna keep trying till I make things right
I don't have to wait out and die of misery
Cus of who I am

Let nobody question me about my past
Can't let anyone understand why I act like this
There's nothing so good about it
To be remembered

I won't let anyone try
Won't let anyone try to change me
Cus I just realised

That I am
Not gonna remain who I used to be
And I am
Gonna keep trying till I make things right I don't have to wait out and die of misery
Cus of who I am

Falling back not knowing when I fell so far
It's hard to get my life back to the reclimb
But I know the light ahead
Is gonna show up somehow

I won't let anyone try
Won't let anyone try to judge me
Cus I just realised

That I am
Not gonna remain who I used to be
And I am
Gonna keep trying till I make things right
I don't have to wait out and die of misery
Cus of who I am

I am
Not gonna remain who I used to be
And I am
Gonna keep trying till I make things right
I don't have to wait out and die of misery
Cus of who I am

My life has been a nightmare
I can't go on like this.