Sometimes I ain't sure how it got this far
But I can still feel the sting for every stitch in this scar
Hold tight like Hogan on his crucifix
Pumping with adrenaline but I ain't sure I'm doing this
I'm scared cause I'm happy when I'm sad
I'm more at ease with myself when I'm mad
Sometimes there's smiles, sometimes there's tears
Sometimes they both go well with my fears
I find, once in a while they both blend together
Like tonight when emotions seem to fit the weather
There's a hole in the world like a great black pit
filled with the vermin of the world inhabit it
People are cowards and the world's full of people
I'm feeling like a one man Sweeney Todd sequel
Overwhelming feeling of upheaval, the evil
I feel the chill and the need to kill even deeper
Cold Night
Heading for this moment my whole life
Running from this nightmare
Cold Night
Running for this moment my whole life
Take me from this nowhere
Someone is changing the colors in the sky
Someone is causing this darkness clouding light
Someone is to blame, answer for this night
The cold rain's making me queasy
Someone will pay for the torment in my mind
Someone will pay for this holiest of lies
There isn't much time, someone got to die
How can this be so easy?
Cold Night
Heading for this moment my whole life
Running from this nightmare
Cold Night
Running from this moment my whole life
Take me from this nowhere
No more department stores, no more hockey scores
no jobs no chores only loss and scorn
Gotta leave this place, gotta wage this war
One deplorable act to get my faith restored
My wife always told me that she still believed
Even though she never took a moment to grieve
I still feel her warm hands gripping my sleeve
Crying and begging me not to leave
Soaked in rain and sweat, 5:20 train to catch
This feeling of doom, like I can never go back
I'm a shattered mirror, you can glue me back together
I'll be in one piece but you'll see the cracks forever
It's like only more death's what'll patch it up better
And I'm fixated, can't get past the weather
Now I'm sitting on this train as a passenger
Staring at the ghosts of my unholy massacre