Wrekonize Wits' End Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Last year I was anxious, this year I'm like double that
Pills, no more thanks but, they gave me a double pack
I'm here all cranked up, spine way down under wraps
I'm laid down on the gutter tracks
No safe ground on this f*ckin' map, no
I'm tryna live just like you do
I know these tendencies are not usual
But everytime I get in my head, I find I'm runnin' in the red
I wanna be that little kid again, bruh
I see him walking on the range
He's 11 with these dreams of stalkin' fame with his game
At 37 I can't even board a plane the same
I wonder if my mind is truly gone for good

[Chorus]
You can find me locked up in bed
Bill collectors say I'm in debt
Guess I probably could've been dead
Now I'm lookin' at my wit's end
Had some money should've invest
Spent it all on stupid shit, yes
Guess I probably could've been dead
Now I'm lookin' at my wit's end, yeah

[Verse 2]
Last year I was anxious, this year I'm like triple that
Pills, no more thanks but, they gave me a triple pack
I'm here all cranked up, spine way down cripple back Now I can't stand with the fact
I'm manic panic in a second flat, I'm
Tryna live just like you do
I know these tendecies are not usual
But everytime I get in my head, I find I'm runnin' in the red
I wanna be that little kid again, bruh
I see him walkin' into frame
He's 17 with dreams of battlin' to gain his grain
At 37 I can't even take a bit of strain
I'm hopin' that my mind ain't truly gone for good

[Chorus]

[Verse 3]
Last year I was anxious, this year I'm a timebomb
Them pills never got to hang but
I take 'em when I need to find calm
I walk in with the same strut, even though I think my mind's gone
I sit here making strange cuts, waitin' for you to get my songs, and
I'm tryna live just like you do
I know these tendecies are not usual
But everytime I get in my head, I find I'm runnin' in the red
I wanna be that little kid again, bruh
I see him walkin' on the stage
He's 25 and fightin' to estrange from the lame
At 37 I'm so jaded I can't even aim
I'm feelin' that my mind is truly gone for good

[Chorus]