That Very Time I Saw Please Excuse Lyrics

so here we are. we spend a lot time holding hands. and
after all, i hoped you might just understand. you do not
seem to know me. i guess i changed a lot this time. and
it is my fault. so i write excuses in a rhyme. when you
are here you seem far away and although i know i just can not stay. what is left to say? i searched my mind. i am
sorry is all i find. i do not dare it. you know i never
would speak it out. i can not bare it. i am sure you
never really had a doubt. come on, please find me here.
will you find me here?