I fallen and can't get up==again
I'm rolling in my chair-a man among men.
I faded away right before your eyes
Most of you thought by now I would have died
Living so long on borrowed time
I finally reached the end of the line
In '08: my on-stage suicide
You thought it was silly but went along for the ride
So you won't be at all surprised
When you read that I died
And please don't be upset about
I've been strung out forever on oxycocaine
For every passing day all this frickin pain
But I faded away all on my borrowed time
This disease can't kill me-my suicide.
I got a pistol,a knife and a cocktail of pills
Which I mixed a formula for a bigger man's kill.
I got pills swords and a handgun
And a big tall building from which I could jump.
I got a new set of samarai knives—
But who am I to take my own life
from 'Down With A Bang #29' 2016