Stalins War Panic Attack Lyrics

Why? Do you punish me with everything I see, and
everything I am? Why? Don't you fill the hole and take
away the pain? Why? Do I wait so quietly, wait so
patiently, still my breath to die. Why? Won't this ever
end? My guilty eyes have seen too much. Relax as my
nightmares come true and I start to cry. All this
fighting all this heartache, never wondered why. Dreams
don't true and colors fade; I'm always told to bad. Pick me up to push me down and wake up in a sweat. Wait, much
calmer now and it seems so clear, why invest so much in
life. Wait. My reasons thin, it happens again; I can't
fight this anymore. Shot! I'm ripped again, I'm gripped
again; I know I'm at fault. Blame. myself for everything
I see. All my life I've never been, and all I've wanted
were the simple things. I don't need you anymore, I never
needed you away.