Exist Lyrics

[Verse 1: Shape]
I'm too old to die young
But this was fun
I done some dirty deeds
And Jesus ain't my hero
I'm just trynna live till 33
But if I make it farther
Maybe I'll forgive my father
Settle down and
Have some seeds I teach to walk on water
If I could start this over
VHS and press rewind
I'd focus less on sex and drugs
And stick with sex and wine
Still a success to climb
But exercise just ain't my habit
I'm more like adderall and whiskey or a hit of acid
Feeding drugs like feeding carrots to a rabbit
Plus I'm rascally
I get nasty on these beats
I means I keeps it rashy
They keep on asking for that new shit
Say they got to have it
But would they give a kid a dollar for his less shit
I ain't mad it's just that getting taxes got me breathing heavy
Maybe it's the cigarettes, or maybe I ain't eating healthy
I dream I'm wealthy
So of course I'm sleeping in
Of course I'm hitting snooze
That's like a nightmare creeping in, and
I've been sinning since the first sip from the bottle
Got me wicked
And I drink until I over flow this pot I got to piss in
Cause I'm not about to listen to no logic I'm too ignant
I ain't a healthy self but shit I finna get malignant, man

[Chorus: Shape]
Never fall in love
Never have no kids
Never take a groupie to the same crib where you live
Don't ever be the snitch and if you is don't be no bitch
When you lying in a ditch, and your blood begin to drip
That's why you never trust the pigs
Always plead the fifth
And if you copping off of me don't say my name I don't exist
If you cheating on your man I'm just a ghost, I don't exist
This world is cold as shit
You live in it, you don't exist

[Verse 2: Shape]
Some depressing shit I wrote when I was getting drunk alone I should've watched the throne but I was busy watching Game Of Thrones
I'm going crazy just thinking at home, making songs
And hoping there's still time to f*ck these bitches later on
But later on I'm acting anxious, maybe something's wrong
I'm popping Xanax like candy corn just to keep me calm
And on and on then feed me key bumps just to keep me gone
Me energizer burn me up cause it's like 3 in the morning
Until I'm yawning, so dope I'm nodding
This ain't the problem
You at the top before you've ever known is rocks and bottom
This drink's for Asim
Probably thinking that we all forgot him
A lot of friends I had is gone, got to go on without them
And now I'm in and out of existential funks, I'm funky
I said I'll never fall in love but that don't mean don't love me
This will be fuzzy when their belly full but they still hungry
And you will blame the drugs, I'd rather blame the country

[PreChorus: Shape]
Because f*ck the president
Bitch, f*ck you, and f*ck your parents
I ain't done laundry In a month
I'm on some f*ck these errands
I am too drunk to give a beggars f*ck about what I'm wearing
Looking bummy on the subway, like I hope they're scared of me

[Chorus: Shape]
Never fall in love
Never have no kids
Never take a groupie to the same crib where you live
Don't ever be the snitch and if you is don't be no bitch
When you lying in a ditch, and your blood begin to drip
That's why you never trust the pigs
Always plead the fifth
And if you copping off of me don't say my name I don't exist
If you cheating on your man I'm just a ghost, I don't exist
This world is cold as shit
You live in it, you don't exist

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