Softheart Walking With Fire Lyrics

I
I walk with the fire
In the dark with the light
In the [torch?] with the pine
With a spark in my eye
Talk to myself when I drive
[?] it's harder to find
Always have to check out at the grocery store but then my card got declined
Wonder how they got it [?] , they said there's nothing on the line
Well anyways where was I?
[?] the existential line
Life is a totally existential lie
I pick the [?] and put them in the dry
[Out of the pieces??] then I let it dry

[Background Vocals]
Oh [?]
[Loveless and cold?]
I've come so far
I've not come close
I'm losing hope
I've come so far
I've not come close Oh, I, I-I-I-I
I walk with the fire
I'm getting so sick and tired of seeing all these comeups pretending to cry
And I don't want [fibs?] or excuses when I do em
What's fun is at least I had tried
Let me go wash with the tide
In an ocean, in a mind
(In an ocean, in a mind)
Really I've been just accepting
I don't know a thing how I won't really ever
I've been sick and tired of seeing bad impressions
Invested in me for me and myself
I'm selfish and helplessly jealous and heartless and restless
And defenseless but so blessed it's so [deathless?]
It's breathless and momentous
Honestly it's just said lists