I'm addicted period.
You know. I mean like,
And its weird because so many of the population,
So much of the population is addicted or -
Or you know compulsive and impulsive.
I'm really like, compulsive about shit.
When I can't fix my head with, you know,
With a certain drug or whatever,
I'll clean something up, you know?
Or I'll, i get really like,
f*cking fidgety and uncomfortable and I get,
I fly off the handle easy, you know?
It's like if it's not,
If I'm not gorging myself on, on, on one thing,
I'm f*cking...I'm trying to fill that,
That hole some other way, you know what i mean?
It's always this great feeling of need
And it doesn't ne-necessarily have to be of anything in
Its just something that you don't know what it is,
Which drives you that much more insane sometimes,
You know? And that's what a lot of people today,
Um, suffer, from and a lot of people don't even realise
it, you know?
I don't profess to know everything about it but, you
know? I don't know.
I just uh, I know that theres that hole that needs to be
And uh, a lot of people die trying.