Shteppi Stephen. Lyrics

[Intro]
You thought you could get away from me, huh?
You won't ever get away from me
You piece of f*cking shit
Breathe that wa—

[Chorus]
Six years sayin' I'm the worst, you didn't even try
Six years I've been dreadin' how you really feel inside
Your son committed social suicide
I hope you never think that he would die
You told me as a kid, "You'd grow a spine"
I did and now you still call me a guy

[Post-Chorus]
Just the way you used to, just the way you used to
Just the way you used to, that's just what you're used to, isn't it?

[Verse 1]
You think you're already gone now
Mama, you left that boy at our old house
I camе out at fifteen, I'm fully grown now
I hear my old name, you scream it so loud
Hеar my old name, you scream it so loud (Loud)
Let me know if I'm wastin' all my time
Lost my only mind, kept my only body
That's the joke of life, on the outside, I'm the same kid

[Chorus]
Six years sayin' I'm the worst, you didn't even try
Six years I've been dreadin' how you really feel inside
Your son committed social suicide
I hope you never think that he would die You told me as a kid, "You'd grow a spine"
I did and now you still call me a guy

[Post-Chorus]
Just the way you used to, just the way you used to
Just the way you used to 'cause that's just what you're used to

[Bridge]
That's just what you're used to

[Verse 2]
Quietly, I think about when you say my name
It feels like I'm making you play all these dumb games
While I make you pretend that I've stayed the same
Just so I can walk through the kitchen, uh
Just so I can walk through the livin' room, uh
Just so I can walk to my bedroom
Just so I can walk through the backyard
Just so you can judge me at the front door, oh-oh

[Chorus]
Six years sayin' I'm the worst, you didn't even try
Six years I've been dreadin' how you really feel inside
Your son committed social suicide
I hope you never think that he would die
You told me as a kid, "You'd grow a spine"
I did and now you still call me a guy

[Outro]
Just the way you used to, just the way you used to
Just the way you used to 'cause that's just what you're used to