Shteppi Rot. Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Once again I'm stuck inside my room
Ain't that familiar? I don't know what to do
I wanna go outside, but I can barely move
Without me feeling like I'll throw up on my shoes
So I'll just shower until my skin peels
W-w-wonder if anyone knows how this feels
Startin' to feel like nothing 'bout this shit's real
Addicted to my phone so much I skip meals
Just to scroll a little more

[Chorus]
I've started to rot, yeah, I'm just scared of my health
Guess I'll sit like a rock instead of killing myself
Think I'm losing the plot of why I keep to myself
I can't trust anybody, so I don't ask for help
I've just startin' to rot, yeah, I'm just scared of my health
Guess I'll sit like a rock instead of killing myself
Think I'm losing the plot of why I keep to myself
I can't trust anybody, so I won't ask for help, well

[Verse 2]
Every day's the same
If all these f*ckin' comments tryna put me in the grave Yeah, when they say, "You should be ashamed,"
It's harder not to see yourself as somebody to blame, yeah, yeah
Off a tab I don't know what is real no more
I'm startin' to not know what's fake as well
Startin' to feel like I can't sleep no more
I think I'll probably break myself
Before I'm better and I'm dyin' again
Think I might give up, never try this again
I'm too depressed to go outside with my friends, so I just

[Chorus]
So I've just started to rot, yeah, I'm just scared of my health
Guess I'll sit like a rock instead of killing myself
Think I'm losing the plot of why I keep to myself
I can't trust anybody, so I don't ask for help
I've just started to rot, yeah, I'm just scared of my health
Guess I'll sit like a rock instead of killing myself
Think I'm losing the plot of why I keep to myself
I can't trust anybody, so I don't—