[Intro]
You should ask yourself why you still chase validation
Why you still want people to think you're cool
Is it just your ego? Is it a higher being?
Its ideals for what you should be?
Or is it just your filth again?
He loves you, you know
Filth and all
If you still believe in that stuff, at least
[Verse]
Don't say you love me, I don't wanna hear that bullshit from you
My soul is ugly, I feel judged, what the f*ck am I gon' do?
My arms are bloody, let me change to fit your point of view
I wanna hold my breath until I sleep and I can't move
And I can't move, oh
[Outro]
You can't say you love me after doing what the f*ck you did to me
I told you that I wanted to f*cking die, and you manipulated me into believing that you care [?]
All you wanted to f*cking do was f*ck mе up the same way you are
And drag mе down into your sad f*cking, "Oh, poor me" self f*cking pity, bitch
f*ck you, you stupid piece of f*cking garbage
You didn't wanna help me at all
I can't believe I f*cking believed you when you told me you cared
I just wanted you to think that I was f*cking cool