Shteppi Alias. Lyrics

[Intro]
(Looks like you weren't careful enough)

[Chorus]
You're not an idiot, you know I'm f*cked up
My bedroom been hideous since you found out what's up
I used up my alias, I ran all my luck up
Now I'm just an alien, now I'm just an alien
An alien to you

[Interlude]
The other day, you asked me why I hurt myself
I was shocked because I didn't think you would ever notice I did
But when you looked at my arm and pointed out the hole inside of it from the thumbtack, I just—
I don't know, I think I just got embarrassed

[Verse]
Window starts to crack as I see you see me
I just wanna ask if you even believe me
When I say, "I'm doing good" (You say, "I've been doing great") I wish you'd break my boundaries, would you see the line and take the bait?
4 o'clock a.m. awake, just staring at my TV
Watching as the symbol hits the corner, so easy
I can't get to f*cking sleep ('Cause you let me know you know)
Staring into space 'cause

[Chorus]
You're not an idiot, you know I'm f*cked up
My bedroom been hideous, since you found out what's up
I used up my alias, I ran all my luck up
Now I'm just an alien, now I'm just an alien
An alien to you

[Interlude]
Please just let me sleep
All I wanna do is sleep
Why are you f*cking—

[Instrumental Outro]