Shteppi Ash. Lyrics

[Intro]
Yuh

[Verse: Ash]
Truth-seeker, 'you' preacher, go 'head and tell me
Sweatpants, crop-tops, I'm showin' belly
Got you acting weird, acting different, unhealthy
Your daddy rich, momma richer, was born wealthy
So why you trippin', why you red in the face? Let me know
Is it just me? You could hit me to feel better
You was off the liquor, saying shit, I don't think I caught you
In the closet but nobody know but me so I'm lost
Your homies don't know, family don't know
Is there a why? You been pushin' me away
Since you told me the other night that you was gonna tell me
Something but realized it wasn't tight
But curiosity a bitch, so I need to know if I'm right
Your homies tell me that they think you a lil' gay and it's aight
But when I try to tell you that it always turns to a fight
You said "You'd never understand."
I ask you, "How can I help?"
'Cause I can't sit here and explain why you should go be yourself
A thousand times bro, this shit is fine bro
We both in Cali'
No one I know would have a thought 'bout you likin' guys bro
He said "I like girls"
Told him "Why the f*ck is you cryin'?
It's clear bitches ain't the only thing on your mind bro"

[Bridge/Skit: Ash & Steph]
I just like you
What?
Alright?
I, um
Let's talk later
Okay, uh
Just, another day
f*ck, alright, ahem

[Verse 2: Ash & Steph]
Why the f*ck did he say it? How could he like me?
Ever since we met I know he tried to be like me Cause I'm older by like a year, is it B-Y-E or C-Y-A
f*ck, I wanna D-I-E
I'm so afraid our friendship's over after realizing
He caught feelings for a boy, already told him it's fine
I just didn't think the boy he liked would be my kind
I gotta text him, gotta tell him I'm uncomfortable, type shit
He text back, "Oh, that's fine"
I said, "Are you sure?"
He replied, "Bro, that's fine, I never wanna put you in a weird spot, that's right
I'm sorry if the shit I told you crossed a couple of lines"
I told him, "Okay, that's cool bro, just a bit of advice
Don't trust a thing that leave your lips if its past nine"
He said, "L-O-L, okay, bro, I'm glad it's aight"
I told him, "Love you, bro"
And he ain't even give a reply, f*ck

[Outro: Ash & Steph]
Your call has been forwarded to an automatic voice messaging system (Huh?)
At the tone please record your message (Hold on)
When you have finished recording (Let me play this)
You may hang up or press one for more options
Hey, I just wanted to say that I don't think we should talk anymore
I told you things about myself, I can't block anymore
I found a girl who I'm in love with and I wouldn't want to
Jeopardize none of that just to be on your—, anymore
I just wanna tell you that I'm sorry, I hope you can forgive me
I'm sorry that I acted like it didn't hurt, that was the only way I could cope and to live and learn, I won't tell a single soul
It's been nice, Ash, I'll see you

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