Shattervox Before There Was No After Lyrics

Alive I cried! Just like a suicide,
Like the feelings I keep caged inside,
I'm alive, I'm alive! You know I almost died,
Like the dirty little sins that I just can't hide
Like a skintight *****, Like a seven year itch,
Like the new improved brand that'll make you switch
I said I wanna be rich! I wanna make the big pitch.
I want to dig my life outta the ditch.
Before there was no after...
Down below, where there is no above,
I'm inside where there is no outside
And I'm wondering just what the hell I was thinking of?
I said "Hey Man! What are you waiting for?"
Put your hands in the air, get down on the floor
Do you wanna get shot? Then give me all you've got! I'm gonna run run run and never get caught... oh no
Before there was no after...
Down below, where there is no above,
I'm inside where there is no outside
And I'm wondering just what the hell I was thinking of?
Now I'm locked in a cage, can you feel my rage,
Now my life's in the gutter like a torn up page.
I tried to live my life like there was no tomorrow,
Why did I have to throw it all away?
I was living before there was no after,
Now I'm stuck on the inside everyday...
Before there was no after...
Down at the bottom, where there is no above,
I'm on the inside and I'm looking outside
And I'm wondering just what the hell I was thinking of?