[Intro]
Haha, I was at the party, I saw everybody
I felt like a nobody, yeah
I wonder if you saw me, yeah
From the top-
I've been feeling paranoid
I've been feeling paranoid-oid
I've been feeling paranoid
I've been feeling paranoid, haha
[Verse 1]
My body feels so cold
I don't know where to go
I need a hand to hold
I need a hand to hold
Filled with temptation, rigged like animation
I've been growing impatient, I wanna erase it
I can feel the stress, it's in the air
Wake up paranoid, I feel aware
Life's like a game of truth or dare
Like a game of truth or dare
Life's getting colder, chip on my shoulder
Nothing feels the same now, I just entertain now
The grand scheme of it all, it's too much to recall
I don't wanna get involved, I don't wanna get involved now
I've done this a hundred times, I do it all the time
Wasting my time, singing over lines
This is my confession, don't use it as a weapon
Don't use it as a weapon, ‘cause-
[Chorus]
I'm growing an infection
I'm chasing some perfection
It feels like a weapon
I've done a tone of methods
Avoided it at all cost, I've been feeling so lost
It's nothing to enjoy, I feel so paranoid
I feel like I'm a droid, or maybe I'm a toy?
It's nothing to enjoy, I feel so paranoid
I've been feeling so paranoid, paranoid
[Verse 2]
Pushing everything to the side
I need a moment to confide
A curse like a potion, no where to hie
Drowning in an ocean, waves on all sides
It's getting the best of me
Bad habits controlling me
Horrible thoughts all over me
Give me one moment, I need to breathe
Look in the mirror, I see an enemy
He promised he was the friend of me
He told me to not even stress
I'm starting to regret that mess
It's crazy how the way things have turned out
I've been finding any way for me to crawl out
This is the part I tell you now
The lust in my head, it's been too loud
Dragging me down for ages, I've been so anxious
I wanted to escape it, but now I can't escape it
Loop holes inside my head
It keeps that monster inside me fed
I've been wanting to runaway
Crawl out my skin like anyday
A guessing game of charades
I really need some help ‘cause-
[Chorus]
I'm growing an infection
I'm chasing some perfection
It feels like a weapon
I've done a tone of methods
Avoided it at all cost, I've been feeling so lost
It's nothing to enjoy, I feel so paranoid
I feel like I'm a droid, or maybe I'm a toy?
It's nothing to enjoy, I feel so paranoid
I've been feeling so paranoid, paranoid
[Outro]
I was at the party, I saw everybody
I felt like a nobody, yeah
I wonder if you saw me, yeah
I've been feeling paranoid
I've been feeling paranoid-oid
I've been feeling paranoid
I've been feeling paranoid