S.d.i. Killer's Confession Lyrics

I fear being in the dark
It reminds me of death
For me, the gates of heaven are locked
I enjoy every breath

I've got it in my heart, I try to escape
I want to break out of this rule, I awake
All over sweat, I don't wanna be raped
I don't wanna die

Killer's confession, you say that I've got no right to
live
Killer's confession, no one's able to forgive
The guilt I carry inside
I don't wanna die

Suicide's sometimes on my mind i don't wanna lose my youth
what's going on, what will I find
I'm searching for the truth

Is there no possibility to get lost of this years
To get lost of the harm I've done, lost of my fears
I want to break out, I don't wanna hear
The bells of death

Is there no possibility to get lost of this years
To get lost of the harm I've done, lost of my fears
I want to break out, I don't wanna hear
The bells of death