Rorschach Test Monster Lyrics

I'd like to say I'm sorry
For all your new-found pain
My life becomes such an unmanageable mess
But still I manage to drive everyone that loves me insane

I am monster
I am monster

I looked to you for answers
You said to look inside
But all I found there was the foetus of my inner child
Everything beautiful about me never lived before it died I am monster
I am monster
I am monster
I am

I could have been so special
Just like the other me
But "somehow" almost has become my middle name
I am now everything I promised you I'd never be

I am monster
I am monster
I am monster
I am monster