Ricky Hil Tryin Lyrics

[Intro]
Limosa Nostra

[Chorus]
So I'm sorry for the things I never said
I was trying to get you out my head
Don't be a burden on me
I rather be lonely (Lonely)
And I'm sorry that I don't feel regret
I always leave you upset
I wasn't tryna get head, I was tryna get you out my f*cking head

[Verse 1]
If I suddenly fall
Fall back in hell
I land in a heavenly place
Right by the blood on my face
The funny thing is I don't even
Feel anymore
If I'm numb then I ain't gotta worry how to kill anymore
I'm from where the skies are gray
A bitch (?) to me in a (?) way
She let her teeth just grind away
I gave her least 3 pills a day (3 times a day)
She told me nothing matters (Nothing matters)
I'm noticing in the pattern (Noticing in the pattern)
I just (?) my heart burn
We get to go when it's our turn

[Chorus]
So I'm sorry for the things I never said
I was trying to get you out my head
Don't be a burden on me
I rather be lonely (Lonely)
And I'm sorry that I don't feel regret
I always leave you upset
I wasn't tryna get head, I was tryna get you out my f*cking head [Verse 2]
That's where you exist (That's where you exist)
You exist in my head (That's where you exist)
And I don't listen, instead
I wake up alone
Drown in my bed
Life is unfair to you
And life is unfair to me
But I don't need therapy (Therapy)
Cause they don't know how to take care of me (How to take care of me)
Baby, I'm coming down hold me down
My girl kicked me out, she don't want me 'round
Just because I'm down right now (Coming down)
Think I'm a f*cking joke, I'm a clown (I'm a joke)
I fell over but I'll tell you what I found
A new way of looking at life when I'm down
See I could f*cking die right now (Die right now)
But what if I just try right now (Just try right now)

[Chorus]
So I'm sorry for the things I never said (Sorry for the things I never said)
I was trying to get you out my head (I was trying to get you out my head)
Don't be a burden on me
I rather be lonely (Lonely)
And I'm sorry that I don't feel regret
I always leave you upset (Leave you upset)
I wasn't tryna get head, I was tryna get you out my f*cking head