Portrait All My Chances Lyrics

so this time you feed me lines. and i feel like it's a
waste of time to try to forget all my chances. and
everything i learned from you. and everything that
brought me to you made me forget every day gets so much
worse. always on my feet, trying to stay in line and not
to forget all my chances. as sudden as it sounds i'm
jealous of you and trying to forget every single f*cking
day. what to do now. things are so akward with us still. what are we going to do. too much time waiting like this
and caring doesn't do me any good. nervous and falling
down. thinking warm is one thing and getting there is
another and i feel i'm so average. yet you still hang
around and i come to you face down. and when i think
about you i think about nothing else. and every chance i
ever gave to you. i never gave to myself. i'll take my
chances now.