Phone Calls From Home Leaving Lyrics

I used to wake up thinking
This girl is all I got
But lately I've been ok
Without her on my heart

If love is just reaction
To what once was a single spark
Then maybe my regrets water down affection
And now I'm drowning in the dark

What if I was leaving?
And never back again
If I said I was leaving?
Would you believe me then?

I know this may sound selfish
And dear how I know it so
If you could only take me back to last winter Two lovers in the snow

I'm tossing and turning
This match has been burning
And now it's at it's end
I'm tired of fighting
There's no use in lighting
A match that can't burn again

I used to wake up thinking
This girl is all I got
But lately I've been thinking
I'm leaving her for good

What if I was leaving?
And I never came back in the end
If I said I was leaving
Would you believe me then?