Personalities Loose Ends Lyrics

I SPENT MOST MY LIFE, PRAYING FOR BETTER DAYS, BUT WORDS JUST WENT TO WASTE
THINGS GOT WORSE ANYWAY, AND IF THE PAST IS DEAD WHY IS IT KILLING ME?
IS IT ALL JUST IN MY HEAD? I'M CHECKING OUT, I'M SPENT
THERE'S NOTHING LEFT TO GIVE, BUT SO MUCH MORE TO TAKE
SO I EITHER WASTE AWAY, OR BECOME THE POINT OF BLAME I'VE GOT A LOT ON MY MIND, SOME THINGS NEVER CHANGE
SO CHEERS TO THE NEW ME, WHO'S ALWAYS PRETENDING
THAT I CAN FEEL ANYTHING BUT GUILT
I FORCE A GRIN, WHIILE ATTEMPTING TO BLEND IN
TYING KNOTS AND CUTTING OFF LOOSE ENDS