P. Blackk Welcome To The Doldrums Lyrics

Maybe my niggas'll understand...

... maybe

Try to take a day in my kicks
I bet the next day you'll be walkin with a limp
I am at a point where I don't exsist... anymore
I ain't never ever did a drug
I told this one girl that I'm fallin in love
She said she was too, just a different dude
She never told me who

Welcome To The Doldrums, come and take a seat
Welcome To The Doldrums, it's rather unique
Welcome To The Doldrums, The Doldrums, The Doldrums, yeah

I'm not insane, just a screw loose
It's hard not to spaz, as a black youth
I ain't gonna use my life as an excuse but...
Yea, keep your jaw shut, P spit raw shit
Y'all tryna get hot, but I caught wreck
Yea I did that, past tense old news
New rapper, old dude
I'm 18 I ain't reach my peak, and I'm already deceased
You know what that mean, I'm-a 'head of my time
Make that timless I'm... gone... but I'm back tho
See, this is my theme song
How I do right when I mean wrong?
Cartoon life, nothin goes right... this is all wrong... Welcome To The Doldrums, come and take a seat
Welcome To The Doldrums, it's rather unique
Welcome To The Doldrums, The Doldrums, The Doldrums, yea

How I start with a finish and begin with an ending?
Minds incomplete speak fragment sentence
Everyday's a gift I treat the present like a present
You get it?... Good.
I'm flyer than, higher than violins as I make my entrance
Respect this, that's all I ask for
I hit rock bottom, face hit the asphault
SB's, yes please, check these out
On my feet, we eat, check please... bounce
Nice clothes, full stomach, empty soul... shit
I mean what I say I don't mean to say it
You know what I mean? I mean what I'm sayin
I'm mean... my middle finger down to satan
Have patience... y'all don't hear me tho...

Welcome To The Doldrums, come and take a seat
Welcome To The Doldrums, it's rather unique
Welcome To The Doldrums, The Doldrums, The Doldrums, yea