Necessary Response Forever Lyrics

look at me now, how i follow through
how can i go on?
this happened once before
and so i went it on my own
and though my anger will cry out
and my life is not for nothing
though the angels scream and shout for you
they'll follow with me home (?)

and we can live on forever
spend our whole lives togehter
and i don't know how to do it yet i don't know how it's done

i have to accept what i can't deny
so much insanity
these apologies you keep offering
no longer hold their weight with me
but when the sentiment wears out
i'll know my life again means something
and all this time i force myself it's true
i'm stepping further than you know (?)