Natalie Jane Intrusive Thoughts Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I'm historically heartbroken
Drownin' in my own emotions
One minute away from the breakin' down, down, down
I'm always leavin' empty-handed
No one wants a heart that's damaged
Only know a love that lets me down, down, down

[Pre-Chorus]
Oh, starin' contest with the walls
I'm givin' in to my intrusive thoughts
[Chorus]
What if I never find anybody to love
Or I finally get the chance and I f*ck it all up?
'Cause I can't get hurt if I'm the first one to leave
Woah, what if I get to heaven and it's not even real
And I die before tellin' you how I really feel?
'Cause it feels like hell and I just can't help but think
That maybe love's not for me

[Verse 2]
If you don't look too closely
You can't even tell I'm lonely
Even though it keeps me up at night, night, night I try to keep myself distracted
But I got all these awful habits
Of listenin' to voices in my mind, mind, mind

[Pre-Chorus]
Oh, starin' contest with the walls
I'm givin' in to my intrusive thoughts, oh

[Chorus]
What if I never find anybody to love
Or I finally get the chance and I f*ck it all up?
'Cause I can't get hurt if I'm the first one to leave
Woah-oh, woah-oh, oh
What if I get to heaven and it's not even real
And I die before tellin' you how I really feel?
'Cause it feels like hell and I just can't help but think
Maybe love's not for me, oh-oh
[Post-Chorus]
Maybe love's not for me, oh-oh-oh
Maybe love's not for me
Maybe love's not for me
For me, for me, for me
Maybe love's not for me