Mnemonic Pain And Sorrow Lyrics

At times I feel that we don't know ourselves enough
Hiding in the dark / Left alone / it's f*cking rough
Knowing no one understands / just makes the pain erupt
Somebody stop please / just help me help myself up

And all these lies and all this torture has gotten me so mad
And all these people around me telling me it isn't so bad
But all these people never went through what I'm going through
What if what you think is a phase for me happens to you?

You will never know my
Pain and all my sorrow
Take what I have lost and
Claim it for your own

But if there's one thing that I have never forgotten today
Something to help me just incase I'd ever act this way
Something to cherish / no / something that could end it all
But there's no use of it now, I've accustomed to crawl

As I'm lying on the floor I swear I can't ignore
All the lies and all the torture coming back for more
And now I've finally realized what this all could have been Happiness, or bliss, or maybe somewhere new to begin

You will never know my
Pain and all my sorrow
Take what I have lost and
Claim it for your own
Take it for your own

It might be fate or bad luck / but who could tell?
All I know is that this life is just a living hell
Feel compelled to say it might just be myself
I'll never know being trapped underneath your spell

And all these lies and all this torture has just gotten me so mad
And all these people around me telling me it isn't so bad
But all these people never went through what I'm going through
What if what you think is a phase for me happens to you?

Take my life
Take my pride
Take it all and claim it for your own

You will never know my
Pain and all my sorrow
Take what I have lost and
Claim it for your own
Claim it for your own