Mackenzie Nicole Was Lyrics

[Intro]
I'm just a shadow
A shadow of what I was
I wanna be better
Better than I ever was

[Verse 1]
I clock a different weight
And cut off half my hair
I don't remember either happening
But I know that they're there

[Chorus]
Mmm
I wanna be better
Better than I ever was
The meds aren't helping
As fast as I thought they would

[Verse 2]
Put me on prescriptions
Save me from myself
You tell me I need to smile more
But I don't think that would help

[Chorus]
I'm just a shadow
A shadow of what I was
And I'm trying
To make it out the woods

[Bridge]
I'm just fighting myself
I'm lying to myself I'm just fighting myself
I'm lying to myself
Do I sigh to myself?
Do I cry out for help
Even if I hate myself
I am stuck by myself

[Chorus]
I'm just a shadow
A shadow of what I once was
And I'm not dying
But would I if I could?

[Verse 3]
When you ask me why I'm like this
I guess that my brain just got sick
When you ask me why unhappy
I can tell that you're pissed at me
Tell me how to stop the noise
Cause I hate to dissapoint
So while I rip out my heart
I guess I'll smile and play my part

[Outro]
I'm just a shadow
A shadow of what I was
I wanna be better
Better than I ever was
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