Lovebugs Whirlpool Lyrics

where do people get their courage
that i'll never understand
i opened up to show you
saw us walking hand in hand

now i feel so embarrassed
i was just disturbing you
but how could i keep it quiet
didn't know what else to do

i had to have it all
and ran into a wall
and i didn't stop to see plain reality

now that i left the whirlpool
i'm walking straight again
my life is back to normal
but i've noticed it too late

how can i live my life for me
when everytime i close my eyes
there is you that i see
you're everywhere, can't run away