Louis Dunford Ptsd Lyrics

[verse 1]
They gave me Sertraline and Ritalin when I said I wanna die
I think the meds are finally kicking in, I can't cum and I can't cry
Guess feeling numb don't feel as bad as feeling hollow all the time
When I see your mum and dad, I tell them both I'm doing fine

[verse 2]
But every day I see your face, it hasn't aged since we were teens
You are the ghost who haunts the most, I've lived the life of Halloweens
And every night If I can sleep, you bleed to death in all my dreams
I can't help thinking all the time
[Chorus]
What if the best days
Of a bad life came
When we were a mess mate
And they passed us by

[verse 3]
Sometimes your death feels like a level from an old video game I replay it from the check point, but it always ends the same
There's a glitch within the system, says my progress can't be saved
Player 2 has quit the mission, Game Over I'm afraid

[verse 4]
These days my life is like a sitcom that I rewatch through a screen
I hear canned laughter from the rafters, I know the lines to every scene
But the actor playing Louis, he got recast recently
He's not as handsome or as funny as he used to be

[Chorus]
What if the best days
Of a bad life came
When we were a mess mate
And they passed us by

What if the best years
That I had left here
Were wiped away with tears
The night that we died
The night that we