Loc Saint Tragic Memories Lyrics

You wanna know my memories, my story. Check, Other people talk about it, maybe write it in the verses but for me, I actually, really..lived it...

[Verses 1]
I wonder what could it belike to be growing up happy live life as a kid / I guarantee I did not have the same childhood / that most of you did / I didn't even have one at all cause I grew in a room amid evil undid / And no f*cking child should ever be shown the thing's I've seen and lived / When I slept I kept the blankets hiked tight / Shadows Dancing in my room silhouetted all by my night light / Fear forget it there's not even a word for the shit that I have witnessed and everything that's occurred / (Let's Get it)
Held down / Spell bound / Hell hounds had me boy in a bubble / And no matter what I did nobody could hear the screams of a kid in trouble / Inter-dimensional whispers ripple my ear drums muffled / And what they told me and showed me had my young mind pummeled

[Chorus]
How can I cope when I'm left with the memory / I Can't / Forget / Where I've / Been
All this dope only takes away the breath in me / I Can't Unsee / What I've / Seen
How can I cope when I'm left with the memory / I Can't / Undo / What I've / Done
I'm on a Slope and I'm slipping in the head a me / I Can't / Give Up / Kingdom / Come

[Verse 2]
As a Baby Demons suffocate me to sleep and I'm shaken with fevers hotter than Hades maxing the peak / So I astral to paradise while my body was being tweaked / And I knew from the Guph I came that A life I'm living is heat / (Ay) When da pain / In da brain / bottle's up then it bound to fester / And I guarantee that's how Loco became possessed ya / So I spent years years witta giant inside my flesh a / Thirsting for blood in the mud where I was so messed up / I talked up so I boxed up / I learned lots on the block witta knot to the dome had to run home getting str8 socked up / and whenever I fought back getting locked up / Ay / Nephilima got me stocked up / For tryna leave a mother f*cker looking chalked up / I faced 5 to 10 when I was barely 12 and with a demon inside a me this is my own hell [Chorus]
How can I cope when I'm left with the memory / I Can't / Forget / Where I've / Been
All this dope only takes away the breath in me / I Can't Unsee / What I've / Seen
How can I cope when I'm left with the memory / I Can't / Undo / What I've / Done
I'm on a Slope and I'm slipping in the head a me / I Can't / Give Up / Kingdom / Come

[Verse 3]
The years passed til an exorcism at last / where I died and I went to hell and was given a second chance / And I don't take a single truth that I be telling you lightly / Cus if you've seen what I'd seen then that smirk you got would be wiping / I soon was tasked witta dive in darkness for lighting / And Waking the people up on the planet devil-dammit lightning it's frightening the things I know for a fact that you think are jokes / While the scientific community slacking dim witted folks / Ay / My friends start dying like 1 by 1 off this checklist / pain I feel is past broken so-da-drugs I take in a state-of-wreckless / Now I've opened a door / And there's nothing left to protect this / Cat Eye Breathes Outta My Chest and I'm reaping all a my senses

[Chorus]
How can I cope when I'm left with the memory / I Can't / Forget / Where I've / Been
All this dope only takes away the breath in me / I Can't Unsee / What I've / Seen
How can I cope when I'm left with the memory / I Can't / Undo / What I've / Done
I'm on a Slope and I'm slipping in the head a me / I Can't / Give Up / Kingdom / Come