Life Lessons Reflecting Lyrics

Selfishly state that I'm afraid to leave
No longer confident you'll follow me
Honestly, this is what it's like on the other side
Of apathy
Reflecting nothing while you feel everything
Honestly, apologies are nothing
Looking back won't change anything

But this is not how you'd do things

If I'm distant, I know I've been quiet but
I'm busy digging through my head Trying to find what I made myself forget
Pick back up where we left
Or leave the past where it is
Remember just enough to know how to forgive
No matter how this ends tonight you won't forget

How could you forget?
If you even look at me the same again

Selfishly state that I'm afraid to leave
No longer sure that you care if I stay