Kind Of Like Spitting Finishing Lyrics

it's amazing what a light I knew
it's amazing what a light I knew
and if you think it's all her fault
that just isn't true

I didn't know that I could be so cold
I didn't know that I would ever grow
and now I'm older than I've ever known
the lack of love in my life

I used to try to crush everything
outside of what directly spoke to me
now it's not cute, this inconsistency
just a lack of love plain in sight

it's amazing what a light I knew
it's amazing what a light I knew
and if you think it's all her fault
that just isn't true

I used to say I gave her everything
but then I realized it was selfishly
you know I do just almost anything to bring her eyes back to mine

I hate so deeply the bridge burner fame
but still I bark out like a dog on a chain
when I think of all the hearts I've left in my way
mom and dad you made a big mistake

it's amazing what a light I knew
it's amazing what a light I knew
and if you think it's all her fault
that just isn't true

so here's a song, I'll call it Finishing
please don't believe I need your sympathy
when all and all the problems rest on me
hate to be any doubt

it's amazing what a light I knew
it's amazing what a light I knew
and if you think it's all her fault
that just isn't true